Silver

I dont want to do this. I dont want to write about "what you should do". I really dont.
But it seems like you dont understand that i actually care. And that there are people that can help you, if you just ask them. They wont turn you down, and they wont say that youre wierd. Theyll help you, help you get better.
I dont want you to think that im pushing you away when i turn silent on you. I just need to breathe, write and think it all over....what i should tell you next. Frankly. It feels like theres nothing left for me to say. Because no matter what i say, youll just say "we'll see what happens next". Cant you see that i actually worry for you? That i actually care? All i want is for you to be well...both body and spirit.
Now i dont feel so good actually. I dont feel good at all...
Please...wake up and realize...
If you cant break out of it by yourself...get help....please...just ask for help...