Can't wait for it to be Friday though, I'll get to spend the entire weekend with Capo. Gosh, I miss her so much. Like I do now. Like I always do. I feel weird though. I don't know why...I just do. It's like..I don't wanna let her out of my sight. I feel like no one is allowed to look at her the way I do. Guess I'm afraid. Like when she gets drunk, well that happened once, but yeah. I think..I'm afraid she'll figure out how much better she is then me..and be like "wtf am I doing with her..I can find someone better, here and now!" I know she wouldn't think so, or hurt me. But still, that's how my brain works. I think the worst things. Then I feel soooo bad..physically and mentally. And I can't seem to be able to express myself in anyway to make people understand. But oh well, hope she reads this..and figures it out. What I'm afraid of. My fears. Of loosing her. It's stupid really. I won't..I got a ring on my finger, a necklace AND a wedding magazine. If it wasn't for real, real feelings, I wouldn't have all that. I wouldn't have her. I would never do anything to hurt her, ever. And I hope my fears..and jealous won't hurt our relationship.
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You know I love you, and I always will! Nothing and no one can change the way I feel about you. No one! Nothing! And I promise I will never ever hurt you. You already know all this... I know you do...

YAAAY for makin' chocolatethingies with your girlfriend! ^^

freedom

so...i finally released moria, i let her go. she sat on my hand. and i told her "come on moria, spread your wings...i know you can do it" there was a silent *crack* and then i saw her sail away. . . into the sun. . . *cry*

Paramore

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAtmE54l9m0

yay for Paramore!
yay for Hayley!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KiR838VOCrA