this is not my home

First of all.. i wanna start with an open message to

BLAZER PROPHET

who has left comments on my two most recent posts. Im gonna get a tattoo with the writing " Write it down". that sentence has helped me alot. so dont push it man. you know nothing..so dont judge me cuz im "young". that shit just pisses me off. and abou the anger. i know i have a lot of anger, a lot of regrets and sorrow. thats where the "write it down" comes from. im grateful for your comments, and id love it if you kept commenting when u feel like it.. but.. yeah. haha. now i dunno what to write. no offense man. haha. so. yeah. now im all normal again. and the reason why i started this new post wasnt to make an open letter to you.. the reason was cuz everything is really fucked up. truly fucked up. i just had a "discussion" with my dad. and i kinda tolt him that me and vicky was thinking bout moving in with eachother. and he was all " i moved to my own place, and ur mom was there all the time, but it was my own place. you should consider that." and. i dunno if my parents know that me and vicky are togehter.. but.. if they havent realized that now.. there blind. cuz its kinda obvious. oh well.. now they know about the moving in with eachother.. so.. i guess its fine. but everything feels so wierd. and vickys parents have gone mad...theyre like.. fighting with her all the time. and all.. and i dont know why.. but i get so pissed off. cuz they havent got a reason to do that. and there just ruining everyting. and everything is so messed up. the only good thing bout it all is that ive got vicky and shes got me. its us.. just us. and no one can change that. cuz ive fallen so deep for her. and yeah. i should stop now before i go crazy...