i just... everythings just...i just...im just...numb...but im happy, cuz tomorrow im goin to my gf. u know... i miss her, alot...and...this just doesnt feel like home. here i have to play pretend...pretend im someone else, someone im not. u know... do you know how it feels? could you even imagine? how it feels when your closest dispise you, just because of one decision..one love...a lifestyle...could you even imagine? how it feels to give up...to just let go...to feel no pain, no happiness, no sorrow...could you even imagine? being in love...with one person...when everything just feels perfect...just one person... that makes you feel alive again...one person...holding your heart in her hands...could you even imagine? trust.
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